Wisdom. It's taken some time, but now in my mid forties, I'm slowing learning to settle down and just live the life I've been given. So much is not what I'd imagined it'd be, but I'm good with that. I used to be afraid to make a decision with a clear sign from Heaven. I was going to be a missionary (and was for a few years), but it was the mission field that ended up saving me, not the other way around. Now I work a 9 to 5 desk job. As an introvert, I was going to be a semi monastic, living a life solely dedicated to God (watch out St. Paul, here I come!). I'm married now with 4 children. I just have to laugh at myself sometimes.
Wisdom. It's taken some time, but now in my mid forties, I'm slowing learning to settle down and just live the life I've been given. So much is not what I'd imagined it'd be, but I'm good with that. I used to be afraid to make a decision with a clear sign from Heaven. I was going to be a missionary (and was for a few years), but it was the mission field that ended up saving me, not the other way around. Now I work a 9 to 5 desk job. As an introvert, I was going to be a semi monastic, living a life solely dedicated to God (watch out St. Paul, here I come!). I'm married now with 4 children. I just have to laugh at myself sometimes.
I could not have put into words what you have expressed here but l am very glad that you could and did.